"Couz -- the Unspeakable Truth"

I know someone whose life is admirable
Her love for her friends is beyond incomparable
She'll do anything to make everyone delighted
With her singing voice, everyone is thrilled.

A strong independent woman, at least, that's how she call herself
Not everyone knows, she's been hiding from her own shelf
Agonized by her own misery, she also felt the loneliness
She's indeed a true definition of genuineness

She gave her all for her family to be at ease
Not realizing that she has to find her own peace
Tangled with responsibilities, you know she's tired
But her genuine heart makes fuss expired

When you're troubled, her advices are profound
She let your spirit up, she won't let you down
She may say hurtful words, that's how she shows her love for you
Rest assured, she'll never leave you out of the blue

I thanked God for leading me to her
An extended family, felt like she's my long-lost sister
Whatever adversities life will give
We'll surely have each other for as long as we live

"Unrequited Love"

Love should be understood, not ridiculed

It should be appreciated, not neglected.

As might be expected, that's how love should supposed to be.

at certain times, loving someone is a battle against losing one's sanity

He came around in an unexpected way

I thought he's the one from God, I unceasingly pray

Everything seems so perfect, I thought it was infinite

Whenever I'm with him, my happiness seems definite

I hated myself for investing so much feelings

For a relationship that is uncertain

Not realizing the kind of hurt I'll feel

After finding out he wasn't true, after all, for his feelings

I was wrecked, lost and drowned

Felt like bearing the weight of the earth, I was so down

How will I ever know if his love is true

When all he did was to break me, through and through

Call me pathetic, yes, I've done dumb things

I want him back, charmed by his promises

Fragile as glass. Yes, I was!

Consumed my pride 'cuz I thought forever will last

Imprisoned in the sad reality

I was darn used to fill his necessity

How in the world I didn't sense?

Truth is, I was blinded by his frigging existence

Smacking out my emotions onto pages to be at ease

Dedicating this to someone who used to be my main squeeze

This is not to pity oneself, by any chance

But to value your whole being which is of paramount importance

"I love but never loved"

I was trapped and can't seem to move
I am choked and I'm out of words
I can laugh but can't seemed to smile
I am lost and he's the reason why

I love but was never loved back
I asked because I don't understand, why?
Is loving someone a choice?
or should I ask, why can't he love me back?

I did bad moves and dumb decisions
'cuz I want to show him how I created my vision
With me and him, together we can reckon
The adversities of life though it was just my assumption

Surely, loving him was never my option
I was stung by the poison of love
My heart swelled and can barely take a move
As if I'm half dead, every time he takes a motion

I don't know how it all started
Holding on to something
and someone 'til the end
When I know in the first place it's not gonna happen.

I just feel like, whatever it is
I should not be ridiculed and judged 
Yes, keeping this feeling is dreadful
But I'm sure enjoying this ride to an uncertain destination